Hazily yours...

I am having sort of a love-hate relationship with the Haze right now. If i sound pretty confuse, i probably am.

I hate the smoke for making my skin extra sensitive... as if being allergic to certain seafood and some metals is not enough. Now everytime i get a bug bite or if i rub my skin a tad bit, i literally gets welds and bumps appearing almost immediately. Not a pretty sight in my opinion, even though i am not usually described by others as 'vain'. I just looked like i'm having a break-out or have been bitten by something bad. Worst thing is, more surface area would then start to itch as well.

Of course, the dust (or fine ash?) is making my nose run. My mom's miracle pill every morning can only do so much for my sinus. On bad days, i would be sneezing non-stop the minute i am outdoors and OK when i returned to an enclosed aircon room EVEN when i have taken my early morning sinus vit pills! Between botchy skin and running red nose/blinky eyes, i really don't know what's worse. Oh yes, and the haze is making wilk COUGH more... sheesh...

BUT.. then there is that little part that thinks perhaps school will be close due to the haze (hurray!)... and no more assembly duties (hurrah!)... and no more request to sleep with the window open and sweating my skin off (yes! yes! YES!). I know its probably selfish... and i am NOT wishing for the haze to continue (bad bad alice *smack hand*) but if its going to be around, at least i could milk it for some "good" eh? So in a way, what i am really thinking, isn't 'bad'... just ermm... trying to see the silverlining behind the clouds!

After all, who is the one that told me... when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade! HA! :)